Stalking the Stacks with Library Lil * |
2009-09-11 Feels a little odd today to not spend the whole of this entry remembering how it was eight years ago. how blue the sky was, how disorienting it was to have the calm of the day shattered by the news, how every once in a while I look at my kitchen floor and remember that oh yeah that's the day it was installed. I considered mopping the floor in honor, but well, let's just say I had other plans.What I have been thinking about a lot today, is how different my life is now than it was a mere eight years ago. Amy and Emily were just a dream of ours and now they're in first grade. I had no job and was taking a few classes, and now I'm working part-time. My kitchen floor was a mess and we needed to eat out because we had no stove that day, and we opted for fast food because the thought of sitting at a restaurant was incomprehensible. My kitchen floor is still a mess and we'll probably eat out tonight--to celebrate the completion of the first week of school. Instead, I want to write about the last few weeks, just as a reminder for me. Since you've all followed along at least this far, you get to mark these things with me. Second, school. I'll have to write more about this later because I need to go get the ladies really soon. They started first grade on September 8. Then I went to work (and had the worst day ever). Kindergarten her eis half day so this was their first time with a full day. Emily was nervous excited and Amy was just nervous. Both girls bought hot lunch (hot dogs). Amy said the hot dogs tasted like "fake hot dogs" and Emily hated the buns. They both seemed to have a good day but told me they had missed me. Day two found me consoling a sobbing Amy who begged and pleaded for me to come get her at noon. Thursday she asked husband to get her after lunch recess and today told me that she could make it to 2:30 (school gets out at 3:35). I pointed out that gym started at 2:40 and went to 3:10 couldn't she make it through gym. Well yes, but she wanted me to pick her up at 3:10. She's really having a difficult time I think for two reasons. First is the teacher. Now, I'm not going to say that this is a bad thing because it certainly in my book is not, but she has expectations of them, she runs her classroom a bit more structured than the kindergarten teacher*. For Amy this is going to take some adjustment. Emily on the other hand is in heaven! Second, she had been really clingy the last few weeks of summer and I think she just built up this fear of being away from home all day. Emily reports that Amy is happy and doesn't cry or mope so I'm sure that once she lets herself, she'll have a blast. At least I hope so, the mornings are kind of hard with her weeping about going all day. Personally, I'm having a great time with them gone all day (even though I work 2 of the 5 days). I have gone to yoga, eaten lunch in front of the tv, run in the afternoon, and gone to Target, meijer and Joann's for things I've wanted all summer long. In fact maybe we can't afford the girls to be gone all day, I've spent way too much money--although for really frivolous things like a mop and underwear. I even wasted a whole morning knitting with some friends of mine and STILL had the entire afternoon. Life, as we say, is good. *Emily also told me (When asked she wasn't tattling) that Amy gets told a lot very gently to stop talking. Amy doesn't like this kind of small critique. |
